Blacker, Dekan

    Hallo guys, I'm finally being able to see real effects from the medication I've been taking. It's cool because each day I'm able to find more and more joy from the things I'm supposed to and simple tasks are becoming easier and easier and oh, it's been so fantastic. I'm not quite there yet, I still can go into panic or depression mode because of relatively small things, but at least it's not constant anymore and I can see the improvement day by day.       This week was so weird. I'm a service missionary who didn't do any service this week. We serve at the church office building from 8am-4pm on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday. I show up there on Tuesday and they asked why I joined the tech team and I told them that it was because I was with Elders Ford and Burkart for the next 3 weeks and then they informed me that that wasn't going to be enough time for me to even get my feet wet and be productive. So instead of training me and giving me...

Maddox So first off I'd like to apologize for sending this so late, you definitely deserve better and I'm really sorry. Anyway, it sucks that you're going through this, where you feel like nobody loves you. I've felt like this a tiny bit too in the past, and it's definitely not a good feeling, so I can emphasize with you a little bit.  
 I want to point out straight away that this is 100% false. There are so many people on this earth and in the spirit world that love you so much and care immensely about you and your well-being (myself included). And if at any time you start to doubt that, I want you to get rid of that thought, because there's no way we don't love you. You're a great person, you're kind, funny, caring, and I really want you to know that we truly do love you.  "A friend loveth at all times, and a brother is born for adversity." Proverbs 17:17 Love you always, Maddox Grandma Blacker Elder Blacker,  why I love you,   Because yo...