I Feel So Loved!

      These last 2 weeks have just kinda gone by with nothing too crazy to speak of; however I'll share what's notable.

      I continue to be getting better and better and more and more ready to go proselyting. Right now, I'm thinking another 2ish weeks before I go back, but we'll see what happens. One thing I'm realizing more and more is that the transition back to proselyting is not going to be an easy one. I don't even think it matters how long I wait to go back to proselyting because it'll be difficult either way. I'm truthfully pretty scared to go back because I'm afraid of the pain, but I know that it'll be where I'm happiest. I just have to get past the wall, which is a much easier wall to get around than the one that I just did because sheesh that was so hard. 

      You guys helped me get over the wall though; and I'm so grateful for all of you guys for helping and supporting me. Something really super duper cool that happened is I got a package that I wasn't expecting. It had my name on it and said In-N-Out Family on it. I opened it up and got an awesome soup mug that's SO cool. What was even better though is that people I worked with, and truly only ever saw at work, wrote on little cards explaining why they love me. I was so touched by it, it was incredible getting to read those cards as well as all the emails you guys sent me. I'm so grateful for your love. I wish I had a way to better convey my sincere gratitude, but you guys know me so I'm sure it won't be too hard to picture in your head just how touched and grateful I am. Thank you. 

      A couple of fun notes, it snowed a ridiculous amount about 10 days ago. I found a huge icicle and was deeper in the snow than I'd ever be in my life. One more thing is that I bought another stuffed animal. A duck, obviously, but I already love this guy way more than I thought I would when I originally bought it. I know you're all wondering so I'll tell you, I named him Cheddar. Cheddar the Duck is my new friend and I just love being me again. I feel more and more like myself, in this case finding happiness in the little things, and I can't wait to continue to get better and to continue to grow closer to my Savior. Also, make sure you look at the photos because they're pretty cool. 

                    Sending you guys heartfelt love, Elder Blacker